When did it all start? From when did we start feeling things which are not directly related to our five senses? We did not know what “joy” is until we kept on crying for things which we thought we have lost and once we find it we make sure we keep somewhere carefully. We did not know what “despair” is until the sweetest moments become memories. Life is all about construction and deconstruction. At this very moment, either we are constructing or deconstructing.
Life takes a number of twists and turns during its whole span. But the finest twist comes when you expect it the least. While going through all these twists and turns we shape our lives. Or rather, life shapes us as a person who we have never thought about or we always wanted to become in our subconscious mind. And when we look back we encounter with a completely different person.
In my case, life has molded me into the person I’m today. I was tormented, slashed, shattered, struggled, gave up, stoop up again, moved on, held my head high, won or lost and the again strived and days went on. But whenever I try to turn the pages of the remote past, there remain the piles of moments, realization and the eternal battle of construction and destruction. But the greatest happy turn came to me, when this small lively soul came into my life changing my life forever. It is none other than but my child Mishuk. I learnt a lot as a human. From the time of his birth my life has changed slowly. He has given me new ray of hope.
Remaining awake for the whole night, feeding him, telling stories, playing with him, listening to him, satisfying his curiosity for the innumerable little things in life, unconsciously, I grew up. I grew up to become more tolerant as a person. More patients to wait for the best things to happen, stronger than ever to protect my family from any unexpected twist of life. And more hardworking and sincere to take care and fulfill all his needs. Mishuk’s birth changed me without making me realized what I am now. I am more focused to life, to recognize the priorities of my life. Yes, parents grow up as a human being with the help of their little one.
We all have that one person in life or a passion for something which can shape our life in a better way. All we need to do is, keeping our eyes and mind open to identify that particular thing
Love to all. Stay blessed!